Notebook

The scent of a new notebook

The eagerness to hold a new pen

The curiosity to write down the first word

But, taking some minutes to do that.

Trying out different styles of writing

The child rejoices,

When finally gets the perfect style.

Opens the notebook

Takes a deep breath

And finally writes down the first word beautifully,

That is its name.

Beam of Happiness

Amidst in the darkness of tension, workload, and loneliness

A beam of happiness was about to enshroud the darkness.

But, she was afraid and perplexed

Whether should she get indulge in the beam?

She decided to restrain herself

But, at last unable to control,

She lost in the beam of happiness

And thought-

I know this would last merely for a short time

So what?

This little happiness would be my strength to overcome the darkness.

Short Sayings (XV)

         

While sharing her emotions after a long time with him,

She couldn’t control herself when he hugged her,

And she started crying incessantly.

People were seeing her and started saying to each other –

How odd this looks….

How vulnerable she is…

But a person among them dissent and firmly said,

She is not vulnerable,

She is regaining her strength

By getting rid of her emotions in his arms.

Achieve Dreams

When you start your day

By reminding yourself what tasks you need to do.

When you don’t utter a single word, instead smile –

Despite people are constantly demotivating you.

When you keep aside your ego

And build up contacts with every possible person.

When you enjoy your leisure time to the fullest,

Instead of getting bored.

When you are exhausted and go to bed at night

But, creative thoughts are popping up in your mind.

So, you end up writing them first in your notes.

Even if the day’s work doesn’t provide you much result –

Instead of getting disheartened,

You know every single effort of yours

Will be fruitful for you one day.

Hence you again start your morning with full zest.

That’s when my friend

You are on your way

To achieve your dreams. 

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Emotional Turbulence

To get rid of emotional turbulence

She thought of every possible person

With whom she could share her feelings.

Alas! She found that no one was interested in listening.

Tears were rolling down from her eyes.

She looked up

That’s when she thought of her Omnipresent Friend (God).

And a smile came on her face.

Finally! She found a place where she could talk to someone

And could find peace and tranquillity.

She was getting ready

As she wanted to go to the temple

But, suddenly something stopped her

She sat silently in the corner

And had a sigh of sadness

As she remembered

That she was on her Periods!

Several questions were running through her mind ―

Sadly, she could not change the custom

But, why this emotional turbulence occurs during Periods?

Why couldn’t a woman do whatever she wanted?

Tears

Tears are very important for eyes. But do you wonder how tears come into our eyes?

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Short Sayings (XIV)

Sometimes people don’t need motivation.

They just need a way to get out of the situation.

Tricks

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Silent Place

Sitting alone in a silent place

Neither the thoughts about my future

Nor about my past

But, for the first time

The different sounds that I could hear –

The tick-tock of a clock,

The thunder of clouds,

The plash of the rain,

The squelch of the feet,

Caught my attention.

I could hear the different words and different rhythm

Those were coming out of them

Wish! If I were a musician,

I would have deciphered a new song.

Perhaps I got a trick

How to enjoy the present moment. 

Perfect

I looked at the pendulum clock; it showed the time – 7 o’clock (p.m.). I took a deep breath and smiled because finally, I finished my work on time. Finally, I prepared one more video for my channel – “Nitty-Gritty” (Nitty-Gritty- Serving Education). I organized the scattered stuff that were lying on my table and packed my bag.  It was cold and breezy outside. I love this kind of weather because this weather made me more enthusiastic. I sat in my car, started it, drove, and played my favorite songs like – I’ve had the time of my life, Counting stars, Humsafar, few 90’s songs, etc.  After 30 minutes I finally reached to my “Chalet House”.  

Chalet House was my dream house. I couldn’t believe that I was actually living in my Chalet House. After getting off from the car, I could see my little garden in dim lights. The shades of the dusk – orange, blue, pink, and purple fell on the pretty flowers. The shades embellished the flowers and little bushes of my garden. By looking at this, I wonder, how nature surprised me all the time and there is more to nature than what I see.

I went into my room and took a hot shower whilst enjoying the soothing songs. Well, I guess the weather cajoled me to have this luxuriate delight. After taking the hot shower I wore my loose pajama and t-shirt. I found these the most comfortable clothes in the world. It had always been a pleasure to wear these clothes after doing a lot of hard work. I had my dinner and then I went into my library. This was the most peaceful place of my house. I stopped at one point, took out a book, and read the author’s name with a pride. I had never read my name with so much of pride. It felt awesome. I kept it on the shelf and chose to read poems. I read Robert Frost poem especially – “The Road Not Taken”. This poem always inspired me a lot.

After some time, I again went into my room, turned off the lights, and before I went to sleep I said thank you to my Omnipresent Friend. I remember it was the perfect sleep just like an infant used to sleep with no worries and no trivial thoughts. I was happy and contented.

The next morning when I woke up, I saw the pink and grey coloured room, a small shelf filled with some of the novels that I read and yet to be read. I was astonished and all I could see was the same room, same bed, and the same house wherein I have been living since 22 years. I was disheartened still a little smile came to my face because of the dream that I saw in the night. It was a perfect dream I could have imagined. But, I wondered what a perfect sleep it was! And when I will take that carefree sleep?  Well, I guess for that I have to achieve so many things. 

Coincidence

Two friends, a girl and a guy always coincidentally cross each other’s path. When this happens, all of a sudden the wind comes and blows their hair. In the background, a romantic music starts. For few seconds they just look into each other’s eyes. They smile and finally the girl or the guy breaks the silence and says “Hello”. They talk for few minutes and may be while talking all of a sudden, from nowhere, a person comes and pushes the girl towards the guy. She loses her balance and is about to fall but the guy holds her. Again the romantic music starts in the background, they look into each other’s eyes and after few minutes the guy uplifts her.  The girl says thank you and then they talk to each other for few minutes and say goodbye. They both leave from opposite directions. They both are smiling and again the wind blows their hairs. The romantic music starts and the girl turn around to check if the guy is still looking at her. But, with a little disappointment, she turns back, and vice-versa happens.  Still, they could not stop smiling because of the emotions and vibes they shared. They know that somewhere they both like each other. These coincidences affirm that they are meant for each other. Otherwise why every time they cross each other’s path? Their destiny is giving them a clue that something will going to happen between them.   

This is what we as an audience also thinks when we watch this kind of a scene in a movie, isn’t it? What if this happens in real life but with a twist?

A girl and a guy knew each other and often times coincidentally crossed each other’s path. Initially, they both ignored the coincidences.  But, after some time whenever the coincidence happened, the girl started noticing it. She wanted to ignore all the coincidences that happened. But, whenever she tried to do that another coincidence happened.  For a while, she couldn’t believe in the coincidences that happened. As she knew the guy, she thought that there might be something between them. Gradually she started liking that guy. Still, she wanted to get rid of this but wherever she went to some place that guy used to cross her paths. She always used to think that she had a lot of relatives, friends, how come they never crossed her paths? Why it’s always him? Her feelings for him got stronger and eventually she fell in love with him.  Baffled she was; couldn’t believe that she actually fell in love with him.

After years she told the guy about all the coincidences and of course that she loves him. The guy was shocked and perplexed. He didn’t know what to say. Well, his answer was quite obvious by his reaction. So, the girl never asked him again. She wanted to get rid of all these but again the coincidences happened. But, thank god she could say about those coincidences to the guy. And thankfully the guy also started noticing those coincidences. Sometimes he would text that I saw your family or you or your friends and the vice-versa. But, sometimes the girl used to think, how come the guy never seriously thought about this? She wanted to ask this to the guy but she thought let’s ignore this.  She thought if the guy is so pragmatic and knows about his feelings then why can’t she could be like him? Therefore she didn’t use to think seriously about all the coincidences that happened and would going to happen. In fact sometimes when she coincidentally saw the guy she ignored and didn’t use to tell him.  Eventually, her feelings started fading away. They were friends and most importantly she was happy with this. She was clear about everything.

But, years ago for one place; she thought that if they will cross each other’s path at that place then they are destined to be together.  She said to herself and her Omnipresent Friend because she knew this will never going to happen. She barely goes to that place on the day and almost at the time when he used to go to that place. If there could be a chance to meet coincidentally, it would be 0.001%. 

She almost forgot this thing but one day she remembered this when they crossed each other’s path at that place. They talked and of course, this wasn’t like a romantic scene that we watch in the movies. They met, talked, and went from opposite directions. After few minutes she remembered the thing which she told to herself and her Omnipresent Friend.  She was shocked and was asking herself and to her Omnipresent Friend, Why? This was to be the place where they were not supposed to meet. How come this 0.001% chance turned into 100%? Why? How? And again Why? She sighed because she knew she would not get the answer.

At one point she felt that she should ask the guy, may be something is there. But when she looked into the past she thought it’s unworthy to ask.  

Alas! When she hit the reality, she again affirmed that some people are not destined to be together.

Short Sayings (XIII)

In the era of social media,

Remember not every thought

For which you press the like button is applicable in your life.

Thoughts can be modified according to the situations you face.

The Other World

These days I have heard and read a lot about depression and almost daily I see a post on my Facebook’s timeline regarding this. I am sure you must have heard and read a lot about it, especially the difference between sadness and depression. A lot of people give suggestions through their posts or blogs “what we should do if we come across a person who is in depression”. Some even post “if you have any problem, share it with me, but don’t do suicide”. Wooo! The era of social media!  I know these people don’t have any bad intentions; at least they are spreading awareness among us regarding depression.

But, is this really works? How many of us actually think very deeply regarding those suggestions? Do we actually have time to listen to other people’s feelings (apart from our closed ones)? Who cares? Isn’t it? C’mon we have our life, ambitions, problems, etc. Already there is a lot of negativity in this world, so why we would listen to other's problems? Hell no! We are positive people; we care for our closed ones. Sorry, no space for negativity.

Last year a very shocking incident happened in my life. I lost the most precious person in my life. I was heartbroken. I wanted a person to whom I can hug and share my feelings but, there was no one. No one! In fact, half of my friends don't even know about this. And those who knew, they were not there with me. I remember one incident, I had a very good friend who knew about this and asked me something. I cried in front of him and was about to share my feelings but when I looked at him he was busy in drinking his tea. I was stunned to see that and controlled my feelings. I shared this thing with him, he listened and then smiled. I called every person with whom I was close to but, there was no one who could actually listen and understand. This opened my eyes and I lost the faith. I came to know I am alone. I don’t have anyone in my life. After that lot of things happened. In fact, I started cursing myself because of my looks.  I have always been pointed out because of my looks. I always thought that if a person looked at me perhaps he/she would be talking about my looks. Laughing at me. Ignoring me. And yes, this happened a lot of time. I was surrounded with people who used to judge girls because of their looks. Typical boys. I always told them you should not judge any person because of his/her looks. But, as expected I was unable to change their thinking. All these feelings accumulated. I couldn't sleep at night and cry for hours. I had the fear to sleep alone. Various thoughts used to ramble in my mind.  I actually started searching the signs of depression. For once, I thought that I should end my life. I was surprised by my behavior. I was numb. I switched off my phone for three days. At one night I woke up because something hit my mind and I asked myself, is this I wanted? Those acclaimed friends really affect me? Will I be able to achieve my dreams with this vulnerable attitude? Will I be able to motivate others through this way?

C'mon I am not in a depression, I am just temporarily sad. And, remember the time people have abandoned me. 

Ohh wait, am I a bad person? I have a lot of contacts still, there is no one who could actually be there with me when I want him/her the most. Am I really a bad person? Hell No! I overcame these situations.

But, just think for a moment about the things which I mentioned. These could have been really depressing. I have gone into depression. Now, some might be thinking what an exaggeration, huh,  seriously, depression? Well, everyone's emotional quotient is not same. Did you forget about "Deepika Padukone" or "Lilly Singh"? Well, kudos to these two wonderful women.

I shared my incidents not because I want to gain sympathy. No! If I wanted that I would have shared those with so many people in person. I want to highlight the fact that nobody cares. Those posts that give suggestions or say “don't do suicide, if you want to share your feelings, share those with me". How many of us actually say this to people around us? Huh? Nobody think about those people who have lost the faith and actually find no one when they feel lonely. No guidance. Nothing. Alone. No reason to live. No motivation. And they are not even aware when their sadness could turn into depression.

Sadly, the pain can only be understood when someone goes through this phase.

Thankfully I am not in a depression. And, I will never be. I have a lot of things to cherish. I am a strong girl. Really crazy. My zest to motivate people always keeps me alive. And yes, I have a friend who knows me very well. And above all, I have my "Omnipresent friend". 

 I conquer those situations all by myself. I will always be the giggling and crazy person.Thanks to my books, my writings. Thanks to those people who have inspired me.  

But, I know the fact this other world is really cruel

Not everyone's situations and conditions are same. 

And, all a person wants is a true companion, a true guidance. 

Short Sayings (XII)

It’s not important to tell people

How much you have improved yourself.

What important is

To rise in your own eyes

To shine in your own eyes.

Then look at the glorious changes around you.

That will cheer you up

And make you confident.

Short Sayings (XI)

When time tests you

Don’t react

Be patient, be silent

Think

Have faith in yourself

Work hard

Respond

And then

Enjoy the glory